Speechless

It has been a long time since my last post.Actually, i had a lot of stuffs to share,to speak...

However, once i wanted to type a blog post, i really had no idea on how to start my post.

So, i ended up to give up my writing.I forgot to write something special for me. Nowadays, i faced a lot of setbacks.For me,it's not easy to accept. I did everything as well as possible,everyone could see my effort in fact. However,I'm just not a lucky girl,never be. Academic pressure just tortured me a lot. This week still be my exam week but i really don't know how to continue this tough week. I did a lot of revisions and i put in a lot of efforts as compared with others.I just confused why i could not do better for my exam, always because of my careless mistakes.I will be sitting for my english paper tomorrow, but i just wonder why i still stay here to write a blog post. Something ridiculous! However, i just talk to me and assert some values of typing a blog post, perhaps i will be more confident and write my english essay smoothly. Hope everything will be fine for me.If you can't give me some fortune, please at least let my efforts be worked,okay?

Everything is just frustrating for me.I have no time to think other things.Now,academic results are my worriest thing. I'm afraid of getting results,although i can expect it because i did not do well for it. However,i had my grudges on it,did you know? The feelings that you really do well for your task but you got the lowest coursework mark in class just because of your leader's careless mistake! I could not blame for it, because i did not inspect your capability and had a double-checking before the submission. I've had learnt something from this incident.Next time,no matter how tough i am,i will be the group leader.At least, i can assure that i can get a good coursework mark. Free-riding?up to you all,never be my concern anymore!

Family is the best place to cry out, to lean on. I always be the best daughter in their eyes.They never give up on me and always offer me a lot of mentally supports. Thank you and i'm really appreciated for it. Hope my dad will get well soon,please don't sick! I hope that my family always stay healthy,no sicknesses anymore! 

Once you have grown up,you will realize that many things could change,friends could lost,something that you saw it important could disappear....I'm wondering what we still have after time lost.Friendship?In fact, I really appreciated for those persons who are still by my side and never leave me alone!If i want to cry,i can speak to her.If i want to share something,she will always the one who listens to me.Without words spoken,even with my less apparent face expressions,you could understand me as well. You are the big fortune for me in my life!Without a friend that really know you as well, your life could be meaningless. Thank you for stepping in and staying in my life.

Okay,it's time to say goodbye.Hope my next post will not be a long time! Although i really don't want to sit for my exams, but i still have to. Goodnight!