Without u,just 2 be alone

Okay, it's time to write an English blog post because I will be sitting for my English paper tomorrow. I still have 2 more subjects to go and I hope that everything will be going smoothly. In fact, I had experienced some setbacks of academic because of that evil lecturer. If you don't like me, please speak out, but please don't let your personal emotions affect my coursework mark. I did advanced preparation for my presentation and spent time to memorize the whole text to make sure I would speak fluently. However, you made my efforts be wasted, simply because of your silly and stupid emotional behavior. You were the person who distracted me! No wonder! I think that I am an unlucky girl. Something bad always happens on me and the only thing for me to do is to accept and adapt. Something ridiculous! Why you treat me like that? Is that you want take something from me for return? However, you never treat me well. I need a dustbin for me to throw up all of the bad luck. S...

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